It’s fun to think how far I have come in my addiction to stress.
An event like creating a new office space used to send me in a frenzy of directing others what they need to do to make my vision come real. Now!!
And I wasn’t always super nice about it. In fact, in the early days (20s?), I was spun TIGHT.
I’m moving into this space in literally with 3 days of prep. We signed the lease today, electrician has been there all day getting hot water access expansion installed. I’m ordering supplies online. I’ve spent maybe 10 hours on the computer. I’m still so relaxed. Why?
Because I trust the divine doesn’t need me to push so hard.
Like maybe I can allow everyone to have the unfolding simultaneously without pushing my own agenda.
If this is what flow feels like, trust me — you want to find THIS feeling in life. No push, no pull, almost a float. Your gut directing the show, you observing the mind chatter but allowing the heart to speak it’s truth of vision. Ahhhh…it’s so good to be back with my tribe!
In any event, tomorrow we start moving furniture in.
I’m so proud to be working with a team of women. I’ve always wanted to work in a clinical setting doing spiritual bodywork. It keeps both parts of my brain and heart balanced. I am a curious girl by nature so I allow the flow of information to weave through and I pick up fibers that are interesting to me. Then I study it. I decide how deep is necessary not based on what education scroll I can achieve, but how can I help others navigate a course just by providing info on how doors open.
Off to decorate. The ladies have such a beautiful space, I want to keep it simple and minimalist.
See you all next week!